the biggest question mark.

outside the rain falls on the streets .

here inside my tears fall down my cheeks.

outside the wind blows in my face.

inside is wish i could blow my sadness away.

outside you see people hiding for the rain .

but inside im trying to hide my pain.

after everything that happened to me there is no one left that can understand my feelings, and everytime some one asks me how i am i will answer that there is nothing and that im just tired.

and when i say that.

its true, i am tired.

tired of hearing the same thing over and over again.

always hearing that im pretty but never pretty enough.

hearing that im cute but never cute enough.

when am i pretty and cute enough ?

no one ever really knows how i am.

thats because no one ever wants to know.

and now its seems like there is some one new, and it leaves me wondering..

will he want to know me ?

will he find me pretty and cute enough.

it leaves me wondering..

will he love me like i would love him?

will he be the one i would want to see every day ?

will he hold my hand when i ask him ?

and will he know how i really am?

will he?